The Real Wonders of the World

Have you ever felt so helpless,
have you ever felt so sad,
that nothing in this world could bring you joy again,
not even that which once had?

Have you ever felt so angry,
such fury and bile within,
you feel pain and torment, and it makes you madder,
like blades ripping out from under your skin?

Have you ever felt so distorted,
like everything you think is wrong?
like nothing makes sense, and you fall into a world of madness
and you'll lose your mind before too long?

Have you ever felt so primal,
like you don't need to evolve
because society can't cause any problems
that nature cannot solve?

Have you ever felt so free,
like letting the wind blow through your hair,
like you could leap from atop a cloud
and catch a little air?

have you ever felt so tranquil,
like the moon in the midnight skies
that watches all the creatures on earth
with her pale silver eyes?